Free Associating: The Monism of Forces and Forms

(Warning: Vulgarity)

Force is an incompletely known quantity of an Idea. It is incompletely known because the process of the creation of forms containing forces outcompetes the analysis of itself, which is a meticulous process of finding incomplete, competing and collaborating essences.

If I free associate: “The dog fucked the car in the ass now what a-boot that?” I could show you that doggy style is from behind, a “boot” is part of a car, but also Canadian, I could tell you that a trunk is also called a “boot” in the U.K.— I could go on. So I will! Haha, no limits— my blog! In the UK there is ambiguity of American-ness or Canadian-ness, but I see both UK-ness and Canadianness as foreignness. There is a general confusion of my origins currently here, which means I am dislocated. The frustration of my dislocation via the other is a lack in the other of knowledge of myself, this frustration could come out in a free associative sentence such as the romantic one at the beginning of this paragraph. Analysis was described by Deleuze as being taken from behind, which is to say perhaps the confusion from the other bugs or buggers me. This is of course also my own confusion about what I am to the other. The phrase in its vulgarity seems to speak directly as a defiant relation to the confusion of the other, saying, “you may not know what I am, but it doesn’t matter since I will overcome you with the force of my vulgarity.”

The force of sexual desire is so palpable in humans that Freudian psychoanalysis and the tracing of sexuality became a viable cure to untangle neurosis. Partial objects of the foreign might explain why I have never had a serious partner that was born in the United States. This was never something done consiously. Now I am outside of the United States. Why is the signifier of the United States resisted? Beyond sexuality itself is the Idea of sexuality, competing with other Ideas which appear in overcoded forms. Ego in the Freudian sense plans for pleasure and for the compulsion to repeat, so why has my Ego driven me outside of my land of birth?

To highlight the force within a form is to prioritize or triage within a moment. The creative gesture to create a form is also a Freudian impulse. Not a pure sexual impulse, but the use of intuition to create a form, which is an intuitive subject filled with a variety of forces. One sentence or one form can be followed along the line of sexuality as a multiplicity of force and Idea. This is the Psychoanalytic Method being utilized with a Monism of Forces. Following the essences of the signifier, not only the signifier itself, but what is birthed out of the multiplicity of the form which the signifier appears.